Starting my first week back at work. I don’t want to be here, I don’t want to be in Vegas. Moving anywhere else would be difficult at best. My credit sucks and I don’t have the energy it takes to do much of anything. Talking with friends about moving to the Bay Area; where I’ve wanted to live since I was a teenager. I get my hopes up, but I’ve done that before. I just want to make sure I don’t fall as hard as my parents have. It’s not like I have much to lose materially but the world to lose from self esteem.