Working every day is exhausting. I don't know how people do it.

My friend Alan just started a blog. Go there.

I gave someone two thumbs up and I had a bright flash of a moment from Twin Peaks. "I've heard about you!" It reminds me of someone I love and miss. I get sad too much.

Comments are back. Still fucked up, but I'll figure out how to make them look right later.

Weird dreams last night. Dreamt I was an extra in the Munster’s house and Grandpa was yelling at me all night. Falling asleep early does strange things to one’s sleep cycle.

"The answers that you seek will never be found at home"

"I'm gonna kick tomorrow"

"Love is an Angel, the sky is its Lust"

Made egg salad for the first time. I don't have all the spices and no celery, but I used some onion and it tastes okay. I'll know better once it's cooled off. Maybe I should add some pickle.

I cleaned the ants and ate. I'm full, but I still don't feel quite right. I wish I could go somewhere.

Left to go home early. I think I'm falling apart. Ants in the kitchen are bugging me.

I think a coworker just made a pass at me.

Wow am I beat. I've been partying since tuesday night. A friend came into town. I hadn't seen him in three years. Crazy canadian is moving to Seattle for grad school. Then I went to the Crown and Anchor last night. Feh, I need a few weeks off.

Last night I put on R.E.M.'s "Automatic for the People" and tonight it's 10,000 Maniacs' Unplugged.... Very bad for morale. It's not a good idea to listen to music you lived 10 years ago when your 10th year high school reunion is nearing.

"There isn't a number, you can call the payphone"

Just went shopping. I got a hundred dollars worth of FOOD of all things. My supplies were very low, I didn't even have butter. Rumors of friends visiting made things worse.

There are too many ghosts in this apartment. I keep burning sage, but it isn't doing much good.

I'm not being very nice to my two or three regular readers. Hell, one of you is away from any HTTP access for a few more days so I have one or two readers! I should still be barfing up some dead kittens for the studio audience. I don't know what to say. I know that if a suicidal person suddenly becomes very calm you should become more concerned. Once they have made the final decision, the rest becomes easier. Make sure nothing seems too easy for me.

It's not a cycle if you never come out of it.

"And if you're somewhere out there
Passed out on the floor"

New template. What do you think? Oh, also remember to go to my new url, http://members.cox.net/tenebras if you aren't using http://www.tenebras.tk to get here. My ISP is changing things around.

God, I’m cranky today. Everyone is getting on my nerves. I’ve only had one cup of tea, maybe it’s caffeine related. Or I could just be hormonal.

"Oh mama dear we're not the fortunate ones"